Verse 1:

You ever had a bad habit that you couldn’t shake,
Like every time you try to change it just won’t go away
got you twisted, now you sitting wit a poker face
Feeling like you’ll never supersede up out ya old ways.

You go seek therapy, but feel like it’s not helping out
So you just keep doin ya thang, and try to figure out
How gon you come out as a winner in the end,
When every thing inside your being got you feening for a hit
of that drug, even though you know it’s toxic
Been a couple times that, when the thought just made me nauseous
Every single day I put my head up to the sky
right before I bow it down to thank The Lord I’m still alive
lookin for a way, so that I can end this cycle
One hand in the sky, other hand upon the Bible
Praying for a day, I can finally stay afloat
I know you never asked, I just thought that you know

Hook:

Sometimes you don’t
know that’s in store
It may seem like a show
At least now you know (x3)

V2:
Got a lot up in my mind,
Now I feel it in my spirit
Time get it off my chest, so best believe that you gon hear it
When I open up my mouth, know that there’s no pun intended
ain’t nun funny bout the struggle when you working on yo healing
been fighting demons way since before my adolescence
planning for the days that would come after my conception
momma always told be, “gon and say what’s on yo heart, cause if you leave an open wound it will turn into a scar
I done got a couple bruises, but that’s not gon weigh me down
Fell flat upon my face, and still managed to keep a smile
People always talkin' bout how I’m such a ray of light
but there’s be days when I contemplated taking my own life
Man what a time, what a scary place,
Never thought I’d be the one that decided my own fate
Had to put the light down, cause I had to let it go.
I know you never asked I just thought that you should know (look)

Hook:

Sometimes you don’t
know that’s in store
It may seem like a show
At least now you know (x3)

Verse 3:

Where you goin?
Tell me where you headed
you don’t gotta be alone, all that other shit is deaded
I know you said you focused, and you know just where yo head is
But if you get to spiraling, don’t be afraid to message

I done tried to let it go, then went back again,
friends and fam lookin at me like I’m the deadliest sin
But I knew that I could do it, I just needed some help, had to let go of my pride and put it up on the self (yes)
Good heart, but a bad case
Rock stuck in a hard place

Had to understand, my journeys not a race
It’s a marathon, so no more sprintin' on my path sh*t, I gotta chase
But what’s a marathon if no one’s in the crowd
Forever grateful for the ones who came to help me through my trials
No I’m not perfect, but I’m getting pretty close
Look, I know you never asked I just that you should….

Know